living is just a slow way to die

I'm too tired of this life
(I just wanna die)
All I need is my big sleep
(I just wanna die)
You are so far away
(I love you to death)
You love someone else
(So I just wanna die)
I just wanna die

Another day passed me by
(I just wanna die)
Another day filled with pain
(I just wanna die)
You are not here
(I love you to death)
You're with someone else
(So I just wanna die)
I just wanna die

Create (create, create) hate (hate, hate, hate)
I hate myself for loving you

We have touched for the last time
You are long gone, in love with someone else
I now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore
The joy I feel are the joys of the emptiness
I hate myself for loving you
The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease
No one can see the emptiness in my eyes
To escape life itself now seems the only solution
With relief I look forward of letting go of the pain
Finally, there is peace in my soul
To lie dead without a concern, without a tear,
You own my heart
And life without you is so imensly painful
Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down my face
I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face,
your wonderful body and your good heart
You are everything, I am nothing
I want to die
But really, I am already dead

Another day passed me by
(I still wanna die) Another day filled with pain
(I still wanna die)
You are so far away
(I love you to death)
And you love someone else
(So I just wanna die)
I just wanna die

Create (create, create) hate (hate, hate, hate)
I hate myself for loving you