Watashi dake? (Only Me?) Lyrics (official 2017)

All lyrics written by Keiji Haino

English Translations by Alan Cummings

1.My refuge

Pour into me within me Something sinks down

My body's axis twisted in on itself My heart turned into two

Contorting each and every thing Sending it back to its origin To confirm this my refuge

Twisting, my ...

2.The disallowed

The disallowed The disallowed Disallowed to live even in the darkness

3.Rise from the dead

Rise from the dead Rise from the dead your voice Rise from the dead your ... White, white face a blooming flower Rise from the dead now undying

4.Lay it open

Even now to speak of it Is forbidden But its (the brutality of prayer) Reality I will lay open

5.Bring to an end

Bring yourself, by yourself to an end Bring yourself, by yourself alone to an end Do not mix with the black do not mix with the white

Bring yourself, by yourself alone to an end

6.I can't do it properly

I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly

I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly Any better than now

I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly

I can't do it properly I can't do it properly I can't do it properly

imitating myself imitating myself

7.More More More

Trembling trembling Trembling trembling Calling

8.Even if I break through

Even if I break through, Even if I break through It's still the same now Even if I break through Even if I break through Even if I break through It's still the same me Even if I break through Even if I break through It's still the same you Even if I breath through It's still the same me

9.Falling apart

Falling apart Falling apart Falling apart Gracefully Falling apart Falling apart

10.Try to come this far

Try to come this far Try to come this far

What do you see?

11.Though I want to laugh

Though all I want to do is laugh Though laughing is all I want to do Though I want to laugh It all gets distorted

12.I want to return

I want to return to that place from whence I came To that time when there was neither Form nor color

I want to return to that place from whence I came To that time when there was neither Form nor color

13.Devotion

What am I doing? It flows in me It flows in me

If flows in towards me If flows in towards me Gracefully My axis starts to shift My axis starts to shift Inside you it starts to shift

Where do you want to go? Where do you want to go? Where do you want to go?

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