全碟歌词
除了instant都是自己打的
andrew我要给你提意见，下次歌词能把字印大一点吗！眼睛都快瞎了！
以及歌词有的不对的我就默默改了=。=
不过有的可能我也眼瞎打错了么
▏BODIES▕
bodies made of slugs and guts
rusted bench seats been stuck in ruts full of
bodies made of slugs and guts
sludged all the way thru the mud to orate to some
bodies made of slugs and guts
mister's suit was stained like a sweatshop
i said
it's my soul i wanna keep it on the inside
bodies made of sparks and dust
slumped and prone to the lore and lust
christened, then socked futile
listless souls dampened the aisle of
bodies made of slugs and guts
spoke like a layman but resounded like tongues to the
bodies made of slugs and guts
he spit when he spoke and sang like a wasp nest
i said
it's my soul i wanna keep it on the inside
▏BLACK AND WHITE▕
nothing makes my heart so wild as being
in possession of a potent night
racing down the stairs in a nude descension
shedding and discarding my hide
but the bold strokes crack so quickly and it's often that i wonder why
dripping at the slow-motion rate of surrender
hanging to my bones as they dry
how can i want something more than a new hell in which to fry when i see in only black and white
there's a sinful sort of side of being
so contained a bit like being lost
stumbling thru the background like a small town loner quietly a whisperin my thoughts
into my cupped hands
folded and monk-like
at least that's what ive always said
how does writing letters from the lonely margins
feel when there is no hair on my head
is the solitude i seek a trap where ive been blindly led
tell me
where then do i go instead
when atonement comes in distant waves
i might wait until the nest to break
choking thru forgiveness at a sunfly prompter
staring thru the back of my face
it's a vulgar hidden part of being
tethered to the world right now
spending all my dollars to remain a member
nothing in my eyes but a scowl
do i bother to define myself beyond what they allow
have a already forgotten now
▏DEAR RAMONA▕
an heiress of delusion that no two arms could ever contain
this lady is a hypnosis poet and when she speaks her words weep like rain
she tiptoes thru the side streets in the morning and wears dark sun shades at night
however she might be spending her time
i don't know
you'll have to ask her neighbors
cuz she ain't ever gonna open up
no
no not to no one
my dear ramona
born in some unnatural state that no one father would claim
this daughters saving up commissions from acting but no ones ever seen her play
she fixes breakfast for two in the morning and drinks dark coffee at night
whoever she might be going to bed with
you can read about that in her moleskin
▏WHAT COLOR IS BLOOD▕
what color is blood
still the same that it was
is it still good for what it does
(bleeding) cuz ive been needing a new vein line going from my gut to my heart to my mind
what's sharp as a knife
followed me all my life
waits never rests
till it eats me alive
snarlin darling i dont fear nothing
gushing i can hear myself leak
im roaming outside of the signal where it slips in and out
charges apply
but your heart beats louder beyond the dominion of doubt
excuse me as i slip on out
how is agency built in a life unfulfilled
tanned slow and low in the amines of guilt
hung, stretched, beaten and dried line skin
smooth, new and shiny but so paper-thin
what tastes like betrayal
gazes naked me pale
sneaks into you like it got outta jail
the blues creeping down you from your head to your tail
the kind that dont let you sing along
im listening to a different station
frequent on a different band
slightly harder to find but with tuning and time you wont touch that dial again
excuse me as i slip on out
▏VIENNA II▕
how did it die
we broke its neck
we raised it to the power of ten
gurre-lieder
they cheered my name
no punches thrown
their joy my shame
nobody wanted to be
vienna ii
someone had to be
vienna ii
so i let it be me
▏ALWAYS BACK IN TOWN▕
always back in town
always at your door
always marking days off the calendar
always my last night
always saying goodbye
always hear your roar
always see your stripes
always passin thru
always hanging my hat
always on my mind
always feed my cats
and im always packing my bags
im always back in town
according to you
always back in town
always making amends
always staying clean
always on again
always gone for good
always how's it been
always find my room just as i left it
always wont be long
always never call
always leavin soon
always back for more
and im always packing my bags
im always back in town
according to you
▏SHE'S ROLLING▕
she's rolling down a hill
and i
can still see her
when i close my eyes
she's racing thru the dark
and i
can feel her burning
in the back of my mind
▏SUNBATHING ANIMAL▕
one creature i return to
one habit i neglect
i cannot slow the pace at which i yearn
frank and unabashed i become a frozen servant
smiling asking nothing in return
fang-toothed woman foaming at the mouth as she addressed me
not with moving lips but with the rabid, wild, arresting words not yet intended to identify emotion scrawling bold and oblique in my head
ive hung out at your service jobs
ive watched you wait and be ignored
blend into the back ground as they sipped at what you poured
i cling to your perimeter as you float in their margins oblivious to being stung their satelite becomes my sun
and ive flown into that trap before
when things have gotten dark
in the depths of stangers' glances lies the most ferocious spark
most freedom is deceiving
if such a thing exists
when i was young i knew but didn't care
faces change in shape but represent the same old beast
i want to flee but i can only stare
it''s the sound a captured heart makes as it sizzles into vapor
the tidal hum of fondness like a spike wave oscillator
the rabid uv grin that beckons me into approaching
grasping as it recedes into space
who greets my first when i arise
who creeps into my half-shut eyes
it's in the blaze of your embrace where i feel more real and alive the bossom of 1000 watts into my skin
into my guts
running circles in my plot
howling like a teathered mutt that broke free for the first time
so proud till he got caught
in his brief emancipation he can feel what i cannot
there is a patch of light that hits the floor i'll often occupy
stretch my arms and legs and close my eyes
i now can hear my pulse alone
this manic pace i cannot slow
i do not miss the child you stole frying and abiding
im in your control like
a sunbathing animal
▏INSTANT DISASSEMBLY▕
Mamacita, catch me now as I sink
Into darkness I thought to be extinct
Chilled my eyeballs as the curtains were torn
And shed a light so bright
Shining like the day I was born
Mamacita, take from me what I stole
Oh, I get a look from you that strips me
To a blank page in my soul
Like the left open window ignored
It cuts to my core when I see you cry
Mamacita, I've prepared my defence
Flawed as ever in the drunkest tense
Kept repeating, kept repeating myself
In my native tongue the parlance of problem itself
Mamacita, hold me now as I ache
She's got a real firm grip and she's rockin'
Trying to shake me awake
Turn on the white noise murmur of the AM band
And the last classic rock band's last solid record creeps in
A call out of the blue from an old, old friend
Instant, instant disassembly
Mamacita, into pieces I fall
Oh, you did your heart no favours
Darling, when you taught me to crawl
Don't beseech me for the answers you seek
Oh, I kept explaining that I was too tired
To continue to speak
Mamacita, hear me now I insist
Oh, you've got to trust me when I say
Long for something better than this
Kept repeating, kept repeating myself
There's nothing left to dismantle
The house it just collapsed on itself
Instant, instant disassembly
Mamacita, tie me loose as I flee
Oh, it seems that you've got a spotlight
Cast on the dark side of me
I feel a pain so acute like I'm being impaled
And I can't breathe, can't breathe, it's hard to inhale
And it's worth repeating
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
When you're near
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe?
▏DUCKIN AND DODGIN▕
you been ducking and dodging but you cant come home no more
that key you got wont fit this lock no more
mine eyes have seen the glory in the sound and image synchronized
right there on the silver screen i heard the sound suggesting lineage of influence
i saw it there in the motherland
steps and gables, steeples, stairways wind away from origin
in untrampled vintage floats the proof
i cannot be freed the concert stage the velvet cage
the glass perimeter of me
all my friends are disappearing
all my letters are in code
all everything i think and feel
in your shadow
it erodes
waiting by the silent phone i draft my next apology
burn my letters once they're read
unalloyed joy i thrice repeat
listen to what i just heard: it's raining on the sun, jailbird
and just like you, the way it moves, a fog that creeps in grinning always
in your head and in your hallways
you got detained in san francisco on your way to get fresh air
the usa didn't want you there
you juggled oranges but no one cared
you been ducking and dodging but you can't come home no more
that key you got won't let you in my door
lady macbeth rock me mama
like my back aint got no bone
like clicks heard on the telephone
like a sudden unhinged moan that leaks out from your broken structure like a wall of unbound stone
they buried the eighth
they buried the ninth and they said the finale was a formal reply
contest prizes, grand pianos
gaeged by comfort, shamed by words, empty anthem
cloaked in strange fur
stripes and bars
are they yours and are you sure
stripes and bars to lock you in or camoflage you
feel the sun but can't walk to
hear the yearn but can't talk to
trembling, cloaked in what you swore were stripes and bars
thats what they're for
you been ducking and dodging but you can't go home no more
▏RAW MILK▕
awake in a unmade nest
peepers hacking into day
ive heard that sound so many times
it terrifies and comforts me
scratching at the door it's time first she summons
next she feeds
and im going back home to my old used to be
chula dances for me like a dervish whirling in my eyes
spin around me rabid child
i wont see you for some time
she gets feisty when she's been drinking
never can tell what the hell the's thinking smiles like she's got one eye winking at you
dog walkers in the living room and the strange one is in the kitchen and she's brewing something bitching
just for you
▏INTO THE GARDEN▕
time waits over behind your shoulder
in the onset of your wandering years
until you're not the same old fool you once took yourself for
let me slip into my insomniac shoes and step out the door into the garden of my unpaid dues
andrew我要给你提意见，下次歌词能把字印大一点吗！眼睛都快瞎了！
以及歌词有的不对的我就默默改了=。=
不过有的可能我也眼瞎打错了么
▏BODIES▕
bodies made of slugs and guts
rusted bench seats been stuck in ruts full of
bodies made of slugs and guts
sludged all the way thru the mud to orate to some
bodies made of slugs and guts
mister's suit was stained like a sweatshop
i said
it's my soul i wanna keep it on the inside
bodies made of sparks and dust
slumped and prone to the lore and lust
christened, then socked futile
listless souls dampened the aisle of
bodies made of slugs and guts
spoke like a layman but resounded like tongues to the
bodies made of slugs and guts
he spit when he spoke and sang like a wasp nest
i said
it's my soul i wanna keep it on the inside
▏BLACK AND WHITE▕
nothing makes my heart so wild as being
in possession of a potent night
racing down the stairs in a nude descension
shedding and discarding my hide
but the bold strokes crack so quickly and it's often that i wonder why
dripping at the slow-motion rate of surrender
hanging to my bones as they dry
how can i want something more than a new hell in which to fry when i see in only black and white
there's a sinful sort of side of being
so contained a bit like being lost
stumbling thru the background like a small town loner quietly a whisperin my thoughts
into my cupped hands
folded and monk-like
at least that's what ive always said
how does writing letters from the lonely margins
feel when there is no hair on my head
is the solitude i seek a trap where ive been blindly led
tell me
where then do i go instead
when atonement comes in distant waves
i might wait until the nest to break
choking thru forgiveness at a sunfly prompter
staring thru the back of my face
it's a vulgar hidden part of being
tethered to the world right now
spending all my dollars to remain a member
nothing in my eyes but a scowl
do i bother to define myself beyond what they allow
have a already forgotten now
▏DEAR RAMONA▕
an heiress of delusion that no two arms could ever contain
this lady is a hypnosis poet and when she speaks her words weep like rain
she tiptoes thru the side streets in the morning and wears dark sun shades at night
however she might be spending her time
i don't know
you'll have to ask her neighbors
cuz she ain't ever gonna open up
no
no not to no one
my dear ramona
born in some unnatural state that no one father would claim
this daughters saving up commissions from acting but no ones ever seen her play
she fixes breakfast for two in the morning and drinks dark coffee at night
whoever she might be going to bed with
you can read about that in her moleskin
▏WHAT COLOR IS BLOOD▕
what color is blood
still the same that it was
is it still good for what it does
(bleeding) cuz ive been needing a new vein line going from my gut to my heart to my mind
what's sharp as a knife
followed me all my life
waits never rests
till it eats me alive
snarlin darling i dont fear nothing
gushing i can hear myself leak
im roaming outside of the signal where it slips in and out
charges apply
but your heart beats louder beyond the dominion of doubt
excuse me as i slip on out
how is agency built in a life unfulfilled
tanned slow and low in the amines of guilt
hung, stretched, beaten and dried line skin
smooth, new and shiny but so paper-thin
what tastes like betrayal
gazes naked me pale
sneaks into you like it got outta jail
the blues creeping down you from your head to your tail
the kind that dont let you sing along
im listening to a different station
frequent on a different band
slightly harder to find but with tuning and time you wont touch that dial again
excuse me as i slip on out
▏VIENNA II▕
how did it die
we broke its neck
we raised it to the power of ten
gurre-lieder
they cheered my name
no punches thrown
their joy my shame
nobody wanted to be
vienna ii
someone had to be
vienna ii
so i let it be me
▏ALWAYS BACK IN TOWN▕
always back in town
always at your door
always marking days off the calendar
always my last night
always saying goodbye
always hear your roar
always see your stripes
always passin thru
always hanging my hat
always on my mind
always feed my cats
and im always packing my bags
im always back in town
according to you
always back in town
always making amends
always staying clean
always on again
always gone for good
always how's it been
always find my room just as i left it
always wont be long
always never call
always leavin soon
always back for more
and im always packing my bags
im always back in town
according to you
▏SHE'S ROLLING▕
she's rolling down a hill
and i
can still see her
when i close my eyes
she's racing thru the dark
and i
can feel her burning
in the back of my mind
▏SUNBATHING ANIMAL▕
one creature i return to
one habit i neglect
i cannot slow the pace at which i yearn
frank and unabashed i become a frozen servant
smiling asking nothing in return
fang-toothed woman foaming at the mouth as she addressed me
not with moving lips but with the rabid, wild, arresting words not yet intended to identify emotion scrawling bold and oblique in my head
ive hung out at your service jobs
ive watched you wait and be ignored
blend into the back ground as they sipped at what you poured
i cling to your perimeter as you float in their margins oblivious to being stung their satelite becomes my sun
and ive flown into that trap before
when things have gotten dark
in the depths of stangers' glances lies the most ferocious spark
most freedom is deceiving
if such a thing exists
when i was young i knew but didn't care
faces change in shape but represent the same old beast
i want to flee but i can only stare
it''s the sound a captured heart makes as it sizzles into vapor
the tidal hum of fondness like a spike wave oscillator
the rabid uv grin that beckons me into approaching
grasping as it recedes into space
who greets my first when i arise
who creeps into my half-shut eyes
it's in the blaze of your embrace where i feel more real and alive the bossom of 1000 watts into my skin
into my guts
running circles in my plot
howling like a teathered mutt that broke free for the first time
so proud till he got caught
in his brief emancipation he can feel what i cannot
there is a patch of light that hits the floor i'll often occupy
stretch my arms and legs and close my eyes
i now can hear my pulse alone
this manic pace i cannot slow
i do not miss the child you stole frying and abiding
im in your control like
a sunbathing animal
▏INSTANT DISASSEMBLY▕
Mamacita, catch me now as I sink
Into darkness I thought to be extinct
Chilled my eyeballs as the curtains were torn
And shed a light so bright
Shining like the day I was born
Mamacita, take from me what I stole
Oh, I get a look from you that strips me
To a blank page in my soul
Like the left open window ignored
It cuts to my core when I see you cry
Mamacita, I've prepared my defence
Flawed as ever in the drunkest tense
Kept repeating, kept repeating myself
In my native tongue the parlance of problem itself
Mamacita, hold me now as I ache
She's got a real firm grip and she's rockin'
Trying to shake me awake
Turn on the white noise murmur of the AM band
And the last classic rock band's last solid record creeps in
A call out of the blue from an old, old friend
Instant, instant disassembly
Mamacita, into pieces I fall
Oh, you did your heart no favours
Darling, when you taught me to crawl
Don't beseech me for the answers you seek
Oh, I kept explaining that I was too tired
To continue to speak
Mamacita, hear me now I insist
Oh, you've got to trust me when I say
Long for something better than this
Kept repeating, kept repeating myself
There's nothing left to dismantle
The house it just collapsed on itself
Instant, instant disassembly
Mamacita, tie me loose as I flee
Oh, it seems that you've got a spotlight
Cast on the dark side of me
I feel a pain so acute like I'm being impaled
And I can't breathe, can't breathe, it's hard to inhale
And it's worth repeating
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
When you're near
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe
It's hard to inhale yeah
I can't breathe, I can't breathe?
▏DUCKIN AND DODGIN▕
you been ducking and dodging but you cant come home no more
that key you got wont fit this lock no more
mine eyes have seen the glory in the sound and image synchronized
right there on the silver screen i heard the sound suggesting lineage of influence
i saw it there in the motherland
steps and gables, steeples, stairways wind away from origin
in untrampled vintage floats the proof
i cannot be freed the concert stage the velvet cage
the glass perimeter of me
all my friends are disappearing
all my letters are in code
all everything i think and feel
in your shadow
it erodes
waiting by the silent phone i draft my next apology
burn my letters once they're read
unalloyed joy i thrice repeat
listen to what i just heard: it's raining on the sun, jailbird
and just like you, the way it moves, a fog that creeps in grinning always
in your head and in your hallways
you got detained in san francisco on your way to get fresh air
the usa didn't want you there
you juggled oranges but no one cared
you been ducking and dodging but you can't come home no more
that key you got won't let you in my door
lady macbeth rock me mama
like my back aint got no bone
like clicks heard on the telephone
like a sudden unhinged moan that leaks out from your broken structure like a wall of unbound stone
they buried the eighth
they buried the ninth and they said the finale was a formal reply
contest prizes, grand pianos
gaeged by comfort, shamed by words, empty anthem
cloaked in strange fur
stripes and bars
are they yours and are you sure
stripes and bars to lock you in or camoflage you
feel the sun but can't walk to
hear the yearn but can't talk to
trembling, cloaked in what you swore were stripes and bars
thats what they're for
you been ducking and dodging but you can't go home no more
▏RAW MILK▕
awake in a unmade nest
peepers hacking into day
ive heard that sound so many times
it terrifies and comforts me
scratching at the door it's time first she summons
next she feeds
and im going back home to my old used to be
chula dances for me like a dervish whirling in my eyes
spin around me rabid child
i wont see you for some time
she gets feisty when she's been drinking
never can tell what the hell the's thinking smiles like she's got one eye winking at you
dog walkers in the living room and the strange one is in the kitchen and she's brewing something bitching
just for you
▏INTO THE GARDEN▕
time waits over behind your shoulder
in the onset of your wandering years
until you're not the same old fool you once took yourself for
let me slip into my insomniac shoes and step out the door into the garden of my unpaid dues
