FI 網誌 2010-07-26 04:52

Writing and drawing is extremely important to me. It releases a lot of feelings from within me. Being able to release my emotions beautifully yet 'safely' on paper and canvas unlocks my heart.

2 years ago, there was a period of time I was unable to draw and write anything. I was afraid.

I was sad. I was afraid to reveal anything I've felt or remembered. I just couldn't draw nor write anything anymore. It was a painful since it is a big part of me and it represents who I am when I am alone. It made me feel special, but I've lost it all.

I was afraid to open up my heart because it would remind me of all the painful memories, but closing up my heart made me feel worse.

If 'you' represent all my pain and experiences that I wish would never happen:

Let this be the last song that reminds me of you.