you should learn to endure the loneliness...

What do you feel when you are watching your beloved one’s shadow fading away? That’s the view I see when The Swell Season is shouting “leave, leave, leave……”. The whole album is full of loneliness. You will find yourself in the autumn afternoon backyard, yellow leaves falling with the wind. My favorite writer once said "you should learn to endure the loneliness." I like this line.
It is really wired for me to get used to the sunlight here. In Shanghai, the sky goes to dark in 7 PM, while here, still bright until 9 PM. Walking around meaninglessly after dinner, I find the day extremely long. I sometimes wish the time will freeze at that moment. Life is simple, easily satisfied, no goals and burden at all. Unfortunately, time will never freeze. I have to get back to really life, trying hard to make it more colorful and complicated. I don't understand why, should I figure this out....
It is really wired for me to get used to the sunlight here. In Shanghai, the sky goes to dark in 7 PM, while here, still bright until 9 PM. Walking around meaninglessly after dinner, I find the day extremely long. I sometimes wish the time will freeze at that moment. Life is simple, easily satisfied, no goals and burden at all. Unfortunately, time will never freeze. I have to get back to really life, trying hard to make it more colorful and complicated. I don't understand why, should I figure this out....