I got love, not got loved. [关于《回味》]

Although I don't believe in marriage, I still love the moment when 2 people stand together facing to the minister and say 'yes' to each other. Then the minister announces the big moment: 'I now pronounce you man and wife.' That's a great moment for them.
Find someone to love you, and you love her or him, well, that's just fabulous.
When I'm in love with a girl, I wish she could love me and we could stay together. I expect that she is a part of mine. If she loves me, I will be the happist guy in the universe.
If she doesn't, am I not happy?
For me, my answer is 'Yes, I am happy'. Maybe you think I'm out of my mind, maybe you think I'm just saying. But to be honest, I'm not. I'm happy. I still feel happy to love a girl like her.
I do want her loving response. The one I love most is her, the one I want is her. Besides, I want her to be happy, live her life freely, do everything she like. That's all because I love her.
You may say it's not worth doing that. You may tell me that I will get hurt. But I can't stop. I can't hold back the true affection from my heart.
I feel happy when I'm falling in love, although she's not, although I feel painful with this love.
At least I got love, I'm happy..... with pain.
December 11th
Wuhan, China
Declaration: This is fictive, all similarities are coincidences.
Find someone to love you, and you love her or him, well, that's just fabulous.
When I'm in love with a girl, I wish she could love me and we could stay together. I expect that she is a part of mine. If she loves me, I will be the happist guy in the universe.
If she doesn't, am I not happy?
For me, my answer is 'Yes, I am happy'. Maybe you think I'm out of my mind, maybe you think I'm just saying. But to be honest, I'm not. I'm happy. I still feel happy to love a girl like her.
I do want her loving response. The one I love most is her, the one I want is her. Besides, I want her to be happy, live her life freely, do everything she like. That's all because I love her.
You may say it's not worth doing that. You may tell me that I will get hurt. But I can't stop. I can't hold back the true affection from my heart.
I feel happy when I'm falling in love, although she's not, although I feel painful with this love.
At least I got love, I'm happy..... with pain.
December 11th
Wuhan, China
Declaration: This is fictive, all similarities are coincidences.