And I can't deny your eyes.
从八月末尾到九月初，我一直在听一首歌，<Two is better than one>. 对，乐队叫Boys Like Girls, 只发过一张专辑的，年轻的Emo。合唱的还有最近大热的乡村民谣美女Taylor Swift.
那首歌曾循环耳塞十几日夜。每每听来都让我感到美满近在眼前。你想，浓情蜜意的小情侣对你说，两个人比一个人好，他们站在远方手拉手面带喜悦微笑，朝你招手要你加入拍拖王国，那殷切，你怎么能拒绝？
情歌总让人以为，世上仍躲藏着美满，只待采摘。
太喜欢主唱的声音和风格，直接去下了他们的专辑来听。都蛮不错的，比如欢腾的主打<The Great Escape>, 温柔低缓的<Holiday>, 千折百回的<Hero / Heroine>。一路听下来忽而喧闹忽而柔软，临到第7首<Up Against The Wall>，我的耳朵被咬住，那节奏还是跳跃的，旋律却低婉了下来。
喜欢，大概也因这分裂的复杂吧。明明是倔强的，语气决绝不甘，却一并流露不再掩饰的伤感。哀中带伤是有骨气的，没有难过到天崩地裂，更不会企图挽留了，既然是结束的时候，即使放手很心碎，呼吸很艰难，也还是要let go.
So let it be another breakdown, rebound.
没有毁灭，何来重建。
你知道我很难拒绝伤感的小Emo。而这位伟大的失恋者，他唱：
And I can't deny your eyes.
“喂，我还是爱着你，对你的眼神依然没有免疫力。临到这末尾，事实真令人感伤。
而世上的剧情，到底不仅有两情相悦，与子偕老。
你说最圆满的结局，是从来没有得到过，还是得到了又失去呢？
你说最幸运的回忆，是从不曾心碎，还是为爱付出过呢？
当你把我隔绝在围墙之外，当你我渐行渐远海角天涯，这些问题，都已经不是问题了。”
听歌写字，嬉笑吵闹，开心的同时又莫名哀伤起来，我真是个孩子。
<up against the wall>
It's over, look out below
I'm wasted, I still taste it
Yeah it's so hard to let go
So breathe in now, and breathe it out
The forecast, A car crash
It's looking like another
Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
No rewinds, no second times
And I won't break, I won't waste
Everything you left behind
So don't follow, just let it go
The weather's been better
So let it be another
Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
All the nights I spent sitting at home
While you were out there on your own
All the nights I waited by the phone
When you were going in alone
And all your different faces
And all your different ways
Are making everything a mess
And all I'm saying is that
I have different places and
All the complications laid to rest
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
那首歌曾循环耳塞十几日夜。每每听来都让我感到美满近在眼前。你想，浓情蜜意的小情侣对你说，两个人比一个人好，他们站在远方手拉手面带喜悦微笑，朝你招手要你加入拍拖王国，那殷切，你怎么能拒绝？
情歌总让人以为，世上仍躲藏着美满，只待采摘。
太喜欢主唱的声音和风格，直接去下了他们的专辑来听。都蛮不错的，比如欢腾的主打<The Great Escape>, 温柔低缓的<Holiday>, 千折百回的<Hero / Heroine>。一路听下来忽而喧闹忽而柔软，临到第7首<Up Against The Wall>，我的耳朵被咬住，那节奏还是跳跃的，旋律却低婉了下来。
喜欢，大概也因这分裂的复杂吧。明明是倔强的，语气决绝不甘，却一并流露不再掩饰的伤感。哀中带伤是有骨气的，没有难过到天崩地裂，更不会企图挽留了，既然是结束的时候，即使放手很心碎，呼吸很艰难，也还是要let go.
So let it be another breakdown, rebound.
没有毁灭，何来重建。
你知道我很难拒绝伤感的小Emo。而这位伟大的失恋者，他唱：
And I can't deny your eyes.
“喂，我还是爱着你，对你的眼神依然没有免疫力。临到这末尾，事实真令人感伤。
而世上的剧情，到底不仅有两情相悦，与子偕老。
你说最圆满的结局，是从来没有得到过，还是得到了又失去呢？
你说最幸运的回忆，是从不曾心碎，还是为爱付出过呢？
当你把我隔绝在围墙之外，当你我渐行渐远海角天涯，这些问题，都已经不是问题了。”
听歌写字，嬉笑吵闹，开心的同时又莫名哀伤起来，我真是个孩子。
<up against the wall>
It's over, look out below
I'm wasted, I still taste it
Yeah it's so hard to let go
So breathe in now, and breathe it out
The forecast, A car crash
It's looking like another
Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
No rewinds, no second times
And I won't break, I won't waste
Everything you left behind
So don't follow, just let it go
The weather's been better
So let it be another
Breakdown, rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You cross your heart, I hope to die
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
All the nights I spent sitting at home
While you were out there on your own
All the nights I waited by the phone
When you were going in alone
And all your different faces
And all your different ways
Are making everything a mess
And all I'm saying is that
I have different places and
All the complications laid to rest
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
