apologize to my childhood

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
紧握连着你的绳子
悬在离地十英尺的高空
能听到你的声音 却无法回应
你告诉我你需要我
却绝然离去 任我坠落 但是
你又告诉我说你很抱歉
没想到我会转身说
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
抱歉已无济于事
我说抱歉已无济于事
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothin new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
我愿意再尝试一次 为你再次堕落
给我们的爱一次机会
你就是我的心跳
一向如此
我对你的爱曾如火般炙热
现在却已黯然 你却宛如天使般对我说抱歉
对我而言 你就是天堂
但是 我害怕……

i feel like i am the one cutting the rope linking the old me and present me. i wanna apologize to her, sorry i have lost u on my way to nowhere. i miss all ur courage and vitality. if i were lucky to have the chance to have u back, i would be a better person.