I remember it all too well

“I walk through the door with you, air was cold”
又站在你面前,七月扑面而来的热气也来迎接我
“Cause there we are again on that little town street”
在街上走,我把落在你身上的视线转移到旁边,这样就可以少一点难忘
“We danced around the kitchen in the refrigerator light”
像在冰箱的灯光下跳舞,曾经有太多荒谬又简单的快乐
“Maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up”
我平静地看着一座高楼轰然倒塌,这座高楼是我精心修建的
“The idea you had of me, who was she, a never-needy ever lovely jewel, whose shine reflects on you”
我放弃了定位自己,我早已和海王星式的美梦融为一体
”You call me up again just to break me like a promise“
歇斯底里、质问、诘责,和什么都不说,已经不再有区别,就像你靠我那么近,感受也不复从前了
“Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone”
回去的车上人很少,仿佛是专门来接送我这个伤心的人,我在车上急着拨通朋友的电话,晚一秒就陷入永不复返的伤心的深渊
“Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me, you can’t get rid it”
也许会有一瞬间,回忆呼啸着穿过你的身体,你突然觉得很难忘,然后又习惯性地忘却了