現実を嗤う（《嗤笑现实》）

这首网易云的翻译感觉太“含蓄”了，且这首歌也不是如评论所言的抖S，在我看来这明明是个外表抖S内心疯狂剧烈的抖M啊。。。。

而且这个抖m还特别聪明特别傲娇特别自我特别完整特别放纵特别骚。。。。

欲望如此强烈，但又难以被满足。

比如第一段聊的“你的魅力比你的缺点更致命”——“其实我什么都知道，但看破不点破并真心觉得可爱”：“ your flaw isn't so much your fault as a charm”；

然后到副歌——感觉已经call back了歌名，“嗤笑现实”的仅仅是“我”的幻想：“我”想要成为的是“我”想象的“你”：这段描述太棒了！！！！！“我”丢自己丢得如此自然顺遂，像入口的醇厚的酒、凋零的叶（形容自然但仍要离去-浑然一体但仍要异化）、消亡的旧歌（不可避免地要抽离的自我），但都因“你”而作！因“你”而作！啊啊啊啊啊！

第二段就更色了—— You tell your stories as if you had no respect for anyone/ I sing my songs as if I were a prostitute/ You take a snap at me, and stuff yourself on my welfare/ I feel like I am clinging to a cloud/ ，我的妈。。。这tm是典型的“tj”现场啊。。。。那个snap、stuff。。。感觉要窒息了；

第二遍的副歌已经比之前升华了。。。——唱的是“It's hard to spend a lifetime for myself”所以“I want to be you”，因为不可避免地离去/幻想会拉胯/绝对的理解不存在，只能通过自己成为想象的“你”和“我”左右手互博去抵抗漫长的孤独岁月，同时也暗示着这场游戏逐渐接近“高潮”，“ I love your insensitiveness”，这种迟钝是我都知道可你却不知道，或者其实“你”都知道但tm假装你什么都不知道！！！！！

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊。。。好的，我high了。。。这个女人。。好牛批！！！！！

You say those proverbs as if you had contrived them/ 谚语说得头头是道，好像是你创造； I know your arrogance, but do not point it out/ 我知你自负，但从不点明； And you've not changed a bit in three long dismal years/ 多个漫长而阴沉的年月，你不知改变；

I think your flaw isn't so much your fault as a charm/ 比起缺点你的魅力更致命； Maybe I will meet you one day, maybe Wednesday, maybe not.../ 我们也许会相遇，也许星期三，也许不是... Still, I'm sure to meet you anyway,/ 但我确信会遇见 Maybe Thursday, maybe not.../ 也许星期四，也许不是

I want to be you/ 我想成为你 Just like a leaf that has flown away/With the wind and the rain/ 就像风雨中飘零掉落的叶 This "romance" is so mellow, and "so real"/ 这“罗曼史”是如酒般醇厚顺遂，“如此真实” Just like a song that has died away/With a flash in the night/ 如那已消亡的旧歌，夜中电闪； I would like to be composed of you/ 我由你而作；

You tell your stories as if you had no respect for anyone/ 你告诉我你那些故事，好像你从没把谁放在眼里 I sing my songs as if I were a prostitute/ 我唱着歌好似妓女 You take a snap at me, and stuff yourself on my welfare/ 大概就是打了巴掌，粗鲁地x入（太黄了我翻不下去了orz） I feel like I am clinging to a cloud/ 我感觉好像云端垂吊 Maybe I will kiss you slowly, maybe quickly, maybe not.../ 我们也许会相拥慢吻，也许是激吻，也许不是... Still, I'm sure to kiss you anyway,/ 但是，我仍然确信我们终会相吻 Maybe sweetly, maybe not.../ 也许甜蜜，也许不是

I want to be you/ 我想成为你 It's hard to spend a lifetime for myself/ 要我一个人独自一生是如此艰难 With the quakes and the storm/ 在雷与震中 This "romance" is an error, and "surreal"/ 这“罗曼史”仿似错误，如此“超现实” It's clear that I love your insensitiveness/ 我爱着你的迟钝 Like the hills and the sky/ 就如山丘与天空 I would like to be merged into you/ 我想融入你