ICON 解读与翻译
这里的icon应该是(Daniel的)母亲,intro描绘了母亲生前的片段——主要是自己对母亲的回避,outro则是感受到母亲来自另一个世界的召唤。反复的I'm on my way now,似乎有多重意味,既指符合自己规划的人生轨迹(理想已经实现,并期待未来能够继续履行对家庭的责任),又指人生之路必然会走向终点。因而这两部分以及贯穿全曲的riff都充满压抑的宿命感和对抗感,此外,riff很像是延续和改编自上一张专辑中的曲目If This Is the End,两首歌同样表达了死亡焦虑,同样具有转场突兀的效果。
两段verse是每个人(或大多数人)都会感受到的无奈,包括儿童时期的死亡焦虑,成长过程中内心与世界的矛盾。
chorus部分,对母亲的回忆和告白充满了柔情与平静,还有类似乐队老歌1979中的怀旧。bridge则是这个内心纯真又沧桑、如今自己即将步入知天命之年而稚子尚且年幼的男人,向着远在天国的母亲倾吐了自己出于亲情和责任的坚持,倔强中透露出沉重、思念等情绪。
专辑主题上,Daniel中二爆表(褒义),唯独终曲流露出些许苍老与脆弱,我因此震惊和感慨不已。发布2年后,因为体会到Panther的处境,才对本专主题感到共鸣。
[Intro] She keeps on calling me I keep hanging up It's not that I don't want to talk I just fear listening 她坚持打给我 我则照例挂断 并非我不想交谈 我只是害怕聆听
[Verse 1] As a child it worried me That all the ones I loved one day died I still recall when I realized I couldn't save them no matter how I tried 孩童时期困扰我的事是 所有我爱的人终将逝去 我还记得我几时意识到 无论如何努力我都无法挽救他们
I couldn't wait to be a man The grown-ups seemed to handle life just fine But here I am, still terrified See, growing up will just teach you how to smile 我迫不及待 长大成人 成年人看起来将生活掌控得很好 但是现在 我依然恐惧 看 长大成人只会教你如何去微笑
[Chorus 1] I followed you from the sun in my childhood I followed you through the river to the sea I followed you where the waves turn to wasteland I followed you Now they follow me 童年骄阳下 我跟随着你 百川归海处 我跟随着你 沧海变桑田 我跟随着你 我跟随着你 如今他们跟随着我
[Verse 2] As a child I felt too old And now when I'm grown-up I feel too young A different kind so I've been told Just slightly out of reach and out of time 孩童时期 我过于老成 而今做为成年人 我感到太过稚嫩 有人说过 我是个异类 略显高冷 且不合时宜
I count the years to understand The faces of the friends I used to know I close my eyes and they're still the same How to mourn the living that are still around Yet somehow gone 我计日以期 懂得故友们的面容 我合上眼 他们依旧如昨 何以哀悼生者 他们依然健在 却也已逝去
[Chorus 1] I followed you from the sun in my childhood I followed you through the river to the sea I followed you where the roads turned to wasteland I followed you Now they follow me (Yes) 童年骄阳下 我跟随着你 百川归海处 我跟随着你 沧海变桑田 我跟随着你 我跟随着你 如今他们跟随着我 (是的)
[Chorus 2] I followed you and the spring turned to summer I followed you and the river turned to sea I followed you, now the road's dressed for winter I followed you Now they follow me 我跟随着你 春日转为盛夏 我跟随着你 河流化作海洋 我跟随着你 道路银装素裹 我跟随着你 现在他们跟随着我
[Post-Chorus] I'm on my way now, way now I'm on my, on my way now I'm on my way now (Way now) I'm on my way now (Way now) 如今我在我的路上...
[Bridge] I'm mostly doing fine They rarely see me cry But you are always on my mind I'll live another night I'll walk another mile But you are always on my mind 我大致上做得很好 他们极少见我哭泣 但你总在我的脑海中 我将活过又一个夜晚 我将走出更多一段里程 但你一直存在于我的脑海
[Bridge] I'm mostly doing fine They rarely see me cry But you are always on my mind I'll live another night I'll walk another mile Still, you are always on my mind 我大致上做得很好 他们极少见我哭泣 但你一直存在于我的脑海 我将活过又一个夜晚 我将走出更多一段里程 你依旧常存在于我的脑海
[Outro] She keeps on calling me She kee-, keeps on calling, calling, calling, calling, calling She keeps on calling me She keeps on calling, calling, calling, calling, calling (I'm on my way now) 她持续召唤我 她持续召唤 召唤 召唤 召唤 召唤 她持续召唤我 她持续召唤 召唤 召唤 召唤 召唤 (现在我上路了)
I'm on my way now, way now I'm on my way, on my way now She keeps on calling me I'm on my way now, way now She keeps on calling, calling, calling, calling (I'm on my way now) She keeps on calling, calling, calling, calling
I keep hanging up I keep hanging up I keep hanging up 我坚持拖延 我坚持拖延 我坚持拖延
* 附上Daniel的一段话: PANTHER is here! This album is for you, or someone you know. It is for the restless, the shy, the motormouths, the passionate, the ones who go far beyond the point of reason for what you believe in, the outsiders, the diagnosed, the medicated, the hungry, the sad, the ones walking around daily trying to understand how to fit in with this species, with this era. It's for everyone who always had problems sitting still in the class room, or who never really knew how to speak up. The daydreamers, the relentlessly curious, the comedians, the unexplainably angry. This is your album. Because you, my friend, are a panther. And you are a valued member of the Full Throttle Tribe. Ladies and gentlemen, rev your engines, the world is about to get panthered!