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2020年最惊喜的一张专辑了，感觉这种专辑从制作到成品都私人的很自由。在家制作更意外却自然的让整张专辑充满灵性，天然去雕饰的感觉，而作品更是在第一首歌从宇宙宏观骤然开始讲私人的感受和故事，之后的作品又上升会社会等不再私人的故事。我真的好喜欢这种有张力的叙述方式，以及她传达的离开牢笼，无论这是你自己搭建还是别人加给你的牢笼，只要你不喜欢就离开。另外感慨一下她15岁写出了<relay>里的 “Evil is a relay sport, when the one you burn turns to pass the torch” 好准确啊，真的是天才吧！还有专辑中不止一次出现的登山的意象，也是十分贴切。真是survivor一般的自由和顽强。专辑里我最喜欢<heavy balloon>里的一句歌词“You get dragged down, down to the same spot enough times in a row; the bottom begins to feel like the only safe place you know”惊艳又精准！最后一首歌本来以为讲的是be mindful，享受当下什么的，结果看她自己解释说的居然是：“There’s no past, there’s no present. It’s not like, “Oh, stay in the present” — it’s just basically, “I’m going to do what I’m going to do, and I’m going to have fun, and I’m going to decide when I’m going to stop doing it, and I’m going to decide when I start doing it.” I’m just going to move to move, it doesn’t matter what it looks like, it doesn’t matter what you think it looks like, it doesn’t matter what you think it means or what I think it means. It’s just happening; it just is. And that’s all right.”哇，真的只有感慨她太酷了！！