That girl, with gentle smile, long straight hair and lovely wide forehead, finally 'come across me' tonight. Of course her amazing angel-like sound hit me again just like the past. Her name is Icy Chaw. Cao Fang.
Donnot know when to start to hear her pleasant music. Only remember the time when i hear the song for the first time, it surprised me directly into my heart. Clean, gentle, queit, and beautiful. For years i listened to the pop music in Chinese, she is one of the best. She is so different and unique, and has a brave and strong mind inside the effeminate appearance. 'Black perfume' is the door to know her. Her first album. Sounds a little punk, very sensitive and emotional but not noisy at all. She composed almost all the songs herself, even tried several english songs. Althought the lyrics seem simple and childish, even mistakes appeared. But who cares. They are amazing enough to let your mind concentrate on the music only.
During the night, she continuously mentioned the hard of holding the concert which was prepared by only four people from her studio. She also emphasized 'donnot ignore the stenghth of indie music' several time. Every time when i heard the slogan, i could not help putting up my fist to give her my tiny willpower. That time, the girl in the black lace skirt on the stage was emiting the light of power, will and brave.
I'm thinking that i would insist my own life just like her. I couldn't be the one others want me to be but i should be the one i myself want to be. The rough way must be exhausting, but it's enough to have my mind accompany, of course, always with her glamorous songs.