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我只是OCD又发作了而已= = The Tower The one who survives by making the lives Of others worthwhile She's coming apart Right before my eyes The one who depends on the services she renders To those who come knocking She's seeing too clearly what she can't be What understanding defies She says, "I need not to need Or else a love with intuition Someone who reaches out to my weakness And won't let go I need not to need I've always been the tower But now I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow." She turns out the light Anticipating night falling tenderly around her And watches the dusk... The words won't come She carries the act so convincingly The fact is sometimes she believes it: That she can be happy with the way things are Be happy with the things she's done And yet I need not to need Or else a love with intuition Someone who reaches out to my weakness And won't let go I need not to need I've always been the tower But now I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow Reach out, hold back Where is safety? Reach out and hold back Where is the one who can change me? Where is the one? The one... Reach out, hold back Where is safety? Reach out and hold back Where is the one who can save me? Where is the one? The one... I need not to need Or else a love with intuition Someone who reaches out to my weakness And won't let go I need not to need I've always been the tower But now I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in snow I feel like I'm the flower trying to bloom in the snow The danger and the power Friend and the foe -------------------------------- Momentum Why am I walking barefoot Upon this road with no one around I close my eyes to this decision The night's like coffee to my tongue Like waking up without a sound I map the words out Maybe you will say them Won't you help me rise up Touch my face and watch me try to breathe again Would you let me do this Burn down the final wall Overcome me, baby Overcome me, baby Overcome me, baby Overcome me, yeah All I'm asking is to be alive For once Always I am mistaken I look for love, I find a stone Of all the seasons, winter befriends me I come to you in friendship And hold my breath against the snow What are you thinking as I gaze into you Forgive me the confusion Forgive me as I realize my thoughts betrayed You are the answer Cry and smile the same Overcome me, baby Overcome me, baby Overcome me, baby Overcome, yeah All I'm asking is to be All I'm asking is to be Alive Overcome me (overcome me baby), baby Overcome me (overcome me baby), baby Overcome me (overcome me baby), baby (overcome me) Overcome me (overcome me baby), baby (overcome me) Overcome Overcome Overcome Overcome All I'm asking is to be Alive ---------------------------- Gravity Well it's you and it's me Me with a drink in my hand The ice is tinkling like a windchime And late afternoon settles over the land And you're talking about things Interesting just slightly And things that matter too much To say any way but lightly Did you know you're so beautiful On the edge of summer That years from now I'll cry to remember How very close you were Knowing this will I reach for you Knowing this will I reach for you The way you want me to Well it's time to be wise Wise in the ways of the heart To come out from under the covers This voluntary state of apart From the faces, oasis In this Sahara of sorrow These graces that hold me It's from you that I borrowed Did you know you're so beautiful On the edge of summer That years from now I'll cry to remember How very close you were Knowing this will I reach for you Knowing this will I reach for you The way you want me to ---------------------------------- Daughter Well it's you and it's me Me with a drink in my hand The ice is tinkling like a windchime And late afternoon settles over the land And you're talking about things Interesting just slightly And things that matter too much To say any way but lightly Did you know you're so beautiful On the edge of summer That years from now I'll cry to remember How very close you were Knowing this will I reach for you Knowing this will I reach for you The way you want me to Well it's time to be wise Wise in the ways of the heart To come out from under the covers This voluntary state of apart From the faces, oasis In this Sahara of sorrow These graces that hold me It's from you that I borrowed Did you know you're so beautiful On the edge of summer That years from now I'll cry to remember How very close you were Knowing this will I reach for you Knowing this will I reach for you The way you want me to --------------------------------- Between We are not together here Though we lie entwined To make room for the other presence We both draw back in our minds I have a prophecy Threatening to spill into words This growing certainty Of Over There once was a time I was sure of the bond When my hands and my tongue and my thoughts were enough We are the same but our lives move along And the third one between replaces what once was love Freedom is being alone I fear liberation But something more alive than silence Swallows conversation No pleasing drama In subtle averted eyes The swelling fermata As the chord dies There's no denying we feel the third one We do I'm tired of hiding and so are you ----------------------------------- Say Uncle Everyone agrees it came too soon It was only meant to be an interception You kept fear of death in the back pocket of your jeans In the palm of your hand, affection It came like a sudden gust of wind Leaving them bewildered to ask how I recall last time we met, you said we'd meet again The irony is only bitter now These days everyone cries, "say uncle" They want to touch your spirit lest it die For this your sons and widow gather with us at the table To form a healing circle for our new demise These days everyone cries, "say uncle" I retrieve the memories quickly as I can Add them to the portrait we all draw in our minds Your body gone, we shall keep the man I close my eyes and hope they do not fade These remnants of a voice and a smile Images of landscape, cloaked in forest green Like your life unfolding mile by mile A fierce embrace, a word of thanks A cheerful whistle, and hours in a van Somehow these pieces must bring back the man you were Though the ocean claims your ashes on the sand These days everyone cries, "Say uncle" They want to touch your spirit lest it die For this your sons and widow gather with us at the table To form a healing circle for our new demise These days everyone cries, "say uncle" I retrieve the memories quickly as I can Add them to the portrait we all draw in our minds Your body gone, we shall keep the man [repeat] --------------------------------- Drought Summer move forward and stitch me the fabric of fall Wrap life in the brilliance of death to humble us all How sweet is the day I'm craving a darkness As I sit tucked away with my back to the wall And the taste of dried-up hopes in my mouth And the landscape of merry and desperate drought How much longer dear angels Let winterlight come And spread your white sheets over my empty house Summer move forward and leave your heat anchored in dust Forgotten him, cheated him, painted illusions of lust Now language escape, fugitive of forgiveness Leaving as trace only circles of rust And the taste of dried-up hopes in my mouth And the landscape of merry and desperate drought How much longer dear angels Come break me with ice Let the water of calm trickle over my doubts Come let me drown Angels no fire no salt on the plow Carry me down Bury me down And the taste of dried-up hopes in my mouth And the landscape of merry and desperate drought Once I knew myself And with knowing came love I would know love again if I had faith enough Too far is next spring and her jubilant shout So angels, inside Is the only way out -------------------------------------------- Enough To Go By I'm at your back door With the earth of a hundred nations in my skin You won't recognize me For the light in my eyes is strange It was years ago, God knows When you strained to tell me your whole truth That you were not mine to save That you could not change Carry the weight I'll carry the weight of you this time Carry the weight I'll carry the weight of you Would it be enough to go by If we could sail on the wind and the dark Cut those chains in the middle of the night That had you pulled apart Would it be enough to go by If there's moonlight pulling the tide Would it be enough to live on If my love could keep you alive I've built a lot of castles I've built a lot of blazing speed-of-light machines But it doesn't matter, you know They all crumble in the winds of change So I turned back to breathing I learned a few good reasons to cry And I finally called home Praying you weren't out of range Carry the weight I'll carry the weight of you, I swear Carry the weight I'll carry the weight of you Would it be enough to go by If we could sail on the wind and the dark Cut those chains in the middle of the night That had you pulled apart Would it be enough to go by If there's moonlight pulling the tide Would it be enough to live on If my love could keep you alive So will you let me come in Mosquitoes have found me And they're crowding 'round my blood At least offer me a drink Or a breaking of the ice I'm wanting your anger I only want to see if I can shake you out of sleep And bring you out under this flooded sky At any price So carry the weight Carry the weight of me in your heart Carry the weight Carry the weight of me Would it be enough to go by If we could sail on the wind and the dark Cut those chains in the middle of the night That had you pulled apart Would it be enough to go by If there's moonlight pulling the tide Would it be enough to live on If my love could keep you alive ---------------------------------------------- Unwritten Letter No. 1 Nightfall we're brushing past your town Destination not you my one The driver doesn't know way down How deep these bright-eyed feelings run I've no intention of confessing today I need to make distance a while But miles don't make your image fade They don't erase this secret smile Everything reminds me Wet grey gold-lit streets Shop displays near-lovers meet I feel the grasp of your hand still This your face now in the glass Breathing whisper what is this Bent so close we nearly kiss Although we never will Strange that there's no hurtful need Used to be my only sign On my mind would make me bleed Why is it that I'm feeling fine Why is it this warmth within No candlelight that causes burn Memories of you begin Well welcome friends Glad you've returned Everything reminds me Music surging bedroom dance Crazy spinning sultry glance I inhale your presence still These your arms of daring grace Encircle me, what pact is made Desire is your masquerade Want me you never will You gave me truth I chose illusion Now we are used to this confusion But I know Yes I know This story has to end Never groped for a connection Never hoped for more affection For I know I know I am your friend Only your friend ---------------------------------------- Eric's Song Strange how you know inside me I measure the time and I stand amazed Strange how I know inside you My hand is outstretched toward the damp of the haze And of course I forgive I've seen how you live Like a phoenix you rise from the ashes You pick up the pieces And the ghosts in the attic They never quite leave And of course I forgive You've seen how I live I've got darkness and fears to appease My voices and analogies Ambitions like ribbons Worn bright on my sleeve Strange how we know each other Strange how I fit into you There's a distance erased with the greatest of ease Strange how you fit into me A gentle warmth filling the deepest of needs And with each passing day The stories we say Draw us tighter into our addiction Confirm our conviction That some kind of miracle Passed on our hands And how I am sure Like never before Of my reasons for defying reason Embracing the seasons We dance through the colors Both followed and led Strange how we fit each other Strange how certain the journey Time unfolds the petals For our eyes to see Strange how this journey's hurting In ways we accept as part of fate's decree So we just hold on fast Acknowledge the past As lessons exquisitely crafted Painstakingly drafted To carve us as instruments That play the music of life For we don't realize Our faith in the prize Unless it's been somehow elusive How swiftly we choose it The sacred simplicity Of you at my side ---------------------------------------------- Soon Love Soon Soon, love, soon Soon, love, soon Soon, love, soon There'll be a fire burning in the temple of our peace (Soon love soon) There'll be the soaring voice for a silent plea (Soon love soon) We will hold a broken circle and begin to pray (Soon love soon) We will find a black and white in the grey And we will be as one god And we will be as one people And we will be as one god And we will be as one people (Soon love soon) We will find illumination in unnatural light (Soon love soon) You will travel a thousand miles without leaving my sight (Soon love soon) We will find we never knew hatred ran so deep (Soon love soon) Such a wide, wide chasm of faith to leap But we will be as one god And we will be as one people And we will be as one god And we will be as one people Yes we will be as one god And we will be as one people (Soon love soon) There'll be an evolution of the human soul (Soon love soon) We will know that to be a part is to be truly whole (Soon love soon) We will know the pattern of centuries' rise and fall (Soon love soon) We will know that the fate of one is the fate of all And we will be as one god And we will be as one people [x6] ----------------------------------------------- Lullabye for A Stormy Night Little child, be not afraid The rain pounds harsh against the glass Like an unwanted stranger There is no danger I am here tonight Little child Be not afraid Though thunder explodes And lightning flash Illuminates your tearstained face I am here tonight And someday you'll know That nature is so This same rain that draws you near me Falls on rivers and land And forests and sand Makes the beautiful world that you see In the morning Little child Be not afraid The storm clouds mask your beloved moon And its candlelight beams Still keep pleasant dreams I am here tonight Little child Be not afraid The wind makes creatures of our trees And the branches to hands They're not real, understand And I am here tonight And someday you'll know That nature is so This same rain that draws you near me Falls on rivers and land And forest and sand Makes the beautiful world that you see In the morning For you know, once even I Was a little child And I was afraid But a gentle someone always came To dry all my tears Trade sweet sleep the fears And to give a kiss goodnight Well, now I am grown And these years have shown Rain's a part of how life goes But it's dark and it's late So I'll hold you and wait 'til your frightened eyes do close And I hope that you'll know That nature is so This same rain that draws you near me Falls on rivers and land And forests and sand Makes the beautiful world that you see In the morning Everything's fine in the morning The rain will be gone in the morning But I'll still be here in the morning ---------------------------- Decade And One Once when I was thirty-one I woke in the dead of night And heard the vastness of the snowfall outside Slipped downstairs in my bare feet Soon forgotten freezing And poured a milk glass full To wait out the tide It's been a decade and one Been a decade and one my friend Decade and one Since i've As the white went down I thought of the child upstairs I thought of the god upstairs That I couldn't believe I thought of the chosen man Asleep on his side of the bed How green becomes wood in the family tree Been a decade and one Been a decade and one so soon Decade and one Since i stood so proud And so unsure Ebony glowing by the window there As always Fingers kissed the keys oh so tenderly Cool ivory returned in kind I thought of anger and adulation And the taste of dreams realized And the waste dreams realized leave behind Decade and one Decade and one I said out loud Decade and one And I am here And I am here still standing

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【aqoqnf6p】 Sitting Down Here I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me Your words cut deeply, They're just some other lies I'm hiding from a distance, But I've got to pay the price Defending all against it, I really don't know why You're obsessed with all my secrets, You always make me cry You seem to wanna hurt me No matter what I do I'm telling just a couple, But somehow it gets to you But I've learned to get revenge And I swear you'll experience that some day I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me Kinda invisible You don't sense my stay Not truly hiding, not like a shadow Just thought I would join you for one day I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me I'm not trying to avoid you, Just don't wanna hear your voice When you call me up so often, I don't really have a choice You're talking like you know me And wanna be my friend But that's really too late now, I won't try it once again You may think that I'm loser, But I don't really care You may think that it's forgotten, But you should be aware Cause I've learned to get revenge And I swear you'll experience that some day I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me Kinda invisible You don't sense my stay Not truly hiding, not like a shadow Just thought I would join you for one day I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me Kinda invisible You don't sense my stay Not really hiding, not like a shadow But sure I wanna join you for one day You seem to wanna hurt me No matter what I do I'm telling just a couple, But somehow it gets to you But I've learned to get revenge And I swear you'll experience that some day 4x I'm sitting down here, But hey you can't see me Kinda invisible You don't sense my stay Not truly hiding, not like a shadow Just thought I would join you for one day ----------------------------------------------- Playing My Game Won't open my mouth, You know what I'll say It hurts me that it's gotta be this way I can no longer hide God knows I've tried I held on as long as I could If I could change it, I would This is the way I am, And this is what I do. I cry my tears But they're not for you Playing a game I know you've done too I shouldn't have waited, But still it is all the same Cause you know, I'm just playing my game. Close your ears if you don't like the sound of my voice You're acting like I Like I had a choice But to leave you behind well, I've made up my mind. I cry my tears But they not for you Playing a game I know you've done too I shouldn't have waited, But still it is all the same Because you know, I'm just playing my game. Don't hold me with your eyes The light in them I cannot see, No need to blind me There's this darkness where I walk You thought you had your future All figured out. I cry my tears But they're not for you Playing a game I know you've done too I shouldn't have waited, But still it is all the same Cause you know, I'm just playing my game I'm playing my game. -------------------------------------- Unforgivable Sinner Kinda lose your sense of time 'Cause the days don't matter no more All the feelings that you hide Gonna tear you up inside You hope she knows you tried Follows you around all day And you wake up soaking wet 'Cause between this world and eternity There is a face you hope to see You know where you've sent her You sure know where you are You're trying to ease off But you know you won't get far And now she's up there Sings like an angel But you can't hear those words And now she's up there Sings like an angel Unforgivable Sinner You've been walking around in tears No answers are there to get You won't ever be the same Someone cries and you're to blame Struggling with a fight inside Sorrow you'll defeat The picture you see it won't disappear Not unpleasant dreams or her voice you hear You know where you've sent her You sure know where you are You're trying to ease off But you know you won't get far And now she's up there Sings like an angel But you can't hear those words And now she's up there Sings like an angel Unforgivable Sinner Maybe one time lost But now you're found Stand right up before You hit the ground Maybe one time lost But now you're found Stand right up before You hit the ground - hit the ground You know where you've sent her You sure know where you are You're trying to ease off But you know you won't get far And now she's up there Sings like an angel But you can't hear those words And now she's up there Sings like an angel Unforgivable sinner --------------------------------------- Flown Away I've flown too high on borrowed wings Beyond the clouds and where the angels sings In a sky containing no one but me Up there's all empty and down there's the sea No one here but me There's nothing but light That comes into sight hooooooowoooooaaawwwww There's something up here that makes me wince And I still got the feelings that I've felt ever since I got to this place arrived at last In front there's the future right back there's the past Everything's moving so fast There's nothing but light that comes into sight hoooooowoooooaaawwwww The present like I've never seen it before Is this the right place to stay Please my wings, fly me away. -------------------------------------------------- The Way We Are I watch you growing sometimes I see myself - in you It can be scary but kinda funny too I hear you talking A lot of similarities Your choice of words And all the fantasies Just the way we are I guess you've seen it now A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird Falling down From a mountain of frights What's there to hold on to? The way you makes all smile and the despair when you just Won't go to sleep You could have me walking a mile to make you smile still it's not Really a weep I know you fooled me A million times I just can't help it Don't know why Just the way we are I guess you've seen it now A mirror of ourselves sure makes us weird Falling down from a mountain of frights What's there to hold on to? I know you hate it but they really have to do What they do You're crying out your wishes I understand Yet they don't have a clue. ----------------------------------------------- So I See So I see it, it's right there in front of me What's a matter, oh you cannot see Feeling like I did when you blindfolded me So I hear it, for a brief moment there I thought I knew All these things they were far, far from true But I guess you cannot hide from the truth. So I see right through you And I know what you've been up to So I see right through you And I know the things you do. So I see it, it's right there in front of me. Oh, I'm sorry, You did not wanna see Acting like I did when you betrayed me So I hear it, they didn't have to scream it in my head They just could have whispered it instead Cause I am already over it now. So I see right through you And I know what you've been up to So I see right through you And I know the things you do. ------------------------------------------------- Maybe I'll Go You think you've made it everything is going so fine But then appears someone who wanna Tear you down Wanna rip you off those few nice things you've found When and if you hit the ground. Then it's falling kinda hard Cause all you do is being yourself Trying everything to succeed somehow. But that's not the way things are right now. Feeling kinda lost. Those reasons Those unkind words being expressed Oh… they'll get to you I promise one day. But maybe then it's too late for you to say I knew it from the go cause you know That's some miles away from the truth. Don't forget Hey what do you think of me now Am I not like I once were Still if you don't know me What's the story of this pen* I guess you're not a stranger And I can tell you're not a friend It might take a while but I guess I'll manage waiting till then. Then when you confront me with your thoughts You may think I don't notice don't get a bit hurt by what you do I ask you to please think of What I've done to you. Please search inside and let me know If I've done something wrong I guess I'll go Far..hidden.. Never to be found Just let me know Then I`ll go ..then I`ll go... --------------------------------------------- Where I'm Headed I've got a suitcase in my hand Filled with stuff most precious to me Sidewalk brings my feet Wherever they're headed. There is no directions given Just some trust in human mind to rely on And to hold on to. Honestly don't know where I'll end up at last Won't even count the days. One thing I sure know I won't move so fast My mind in complete haze. I pass by Don't dare to stop When there's someone I see There's no one here but me I'm fooled by something inside my head. If I lay down now I might seem kinda dead Just keep on wasting time. Scary thoughts and frightening sounds In my mind still I try avoid it Heading through this hope not one-way alley I can't really sense my surroundings Seems to be all dark around. Nothing there, to lighten up my way. Honestly don't know where I'll end up at last Won't even count the days. One thing I sure know I won't move so fast. My mind is complete haze. I pass by Don't dare to stop When there's someone I see There's no one here but me I'm fooled by something inside my head If I lay down now I might seem kinda dead Just keep on wasting time. ------------------------------------------ One Year Ago She's walking there alone, No one by her side She manages to fight the tears, but The pain inside She can't hide And all the tears she's cried The moment she closes her eyes, she starts Thinking of you The dreams that she had one time Have gone away Will they ever come true? All she needs is… all she needs is you And she wishes today Was one year ago When you cared so much for her And loved her so Not a doubt in her mind that it would still be you Cause the love that you shared… it was true You never thought about it, What you made her feel You promised you'd stay together, But the hope she once had… so unreal All she needs is… all she needs is you And she wishes today Was one year ago When you cared so much for her And loved her so Not a doubt in her mind that it would still be you Cause the love that you shared… it was true ---------------------------------------------- A Place Nearby I entered the room Sat by your bed all through the night I watched your daily fight I hardly knew The pain was almost more than I could bear And still I hear Your last words to me [Chorus]: Heaven is a place nearby So I won't be so far away And if you try and look for me Maybe you'll find me someday Heaven is a place nearby So there's no need to say goodbye I will ask you not to cry I'll always be by your side You just faded away You spread your wings, you had flown Away to something unknown Wish I could bring you back You're always on my mind About to tear myself apart You have your special place in my heart, always [Chorus] And even when I go to sleep I still can hear your voice And those words, I never will forget [Chorus]

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I can't see, cause it’s burning deep inside. Like gasoline, a fire running wild. No more fear, cause I’m getting closer now. So unreal, but I like it anyhow. [PRE-CHORUS:] I go faster and faster and faster and faster and faster and faster and faster. [CHORUS:] I can’t live in a fairytale of lies. And I can’t hide from the feeling cause it’s right. And I go faster and faster and faster and faster for love. And I can’t live in a fairytale of lies. I can feel that you’ve mezmerized my heart. I feel so free. I’m alive, I’m breaking out. I won’t give in, cause I’m proud of all my scars. And I can see I’ve been wasting too much time. [Repeat Pre-Chorus and Chorus] [Instrumental Break] [Repeat Chorus] A fairytale of lies.

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