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人生如此， 浮生如斯， 缘生缘死， 谁知，谁知？ 情终情始， 情真情痴， 何许？何处？ 情之至！ 想不到我的第一个男人是你， 只可惜你和我都没有凡人的感情。 我到人世来， 被世人所误， 都说人间有情， 但是情为何物？ 真是可笑， 连你们人都不知道， 等你们弄明白了， 也许我会再来。 我是如此爱你。 2011年3月8日

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Sitting here and wondering, watching the seasons going by Each new answer just brings ten new questions My eyes have finally opened Armored human wrecks walking the streets Longing for a leader to take away their pain We have not learned anything Let me live another day Without sorrow, without shame Let me feel the wind on my face Let me feel the sun And live my days with fun Let me sing this hymn to life Molesting and incest Unloving parents feeding the oven of madness known as planet earth Love turns into prostitution Embracing into violence Lovemaking into fucking Greed kills our humanity, morality our natural needs Jealousy kills the friendship ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm sorry but I don't want to be an Emperor - that's not my business - I don't want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible, Jew, gentile, black man, white. We all want to help one another, human beings are like that. We want to live by each other's happiness, not by each other's misery. We don't want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone and the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful. But we have lost the way. Greed has poisoned men's souls - has barricaded the world with hate; has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed but we have shut ourselves in: machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical, our cleverness hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little: More than machinery we need humanity; More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost. The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men, cries out for universal brotherhood for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world, millions of despairing men, women and little children, victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people. To those who can hear me I say "Do not despair". The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed, the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress: the hate of men will pass and dictators die, and the power they took from the people, will return to the people and so long as men die, liberty will never perish... Soldiers - don't give yourselves to brutes, men who despise you, enslave you - who regiment your lives, tell you what to do, what to think and what to feel, who drill you, diet you, treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder! Don't give yourselves to these unnatural men, machine men, with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts. You don't hate - only the unloved hate - the unloved and the unnatural. Soldiers - don't fight for slavery, fight for liberty! In the seventeenth chapter of Saint Luke it is written "the kingdom of God is within man" - not one man, nor a group of men - but in all men - in you! You the people have the power, the power to create machines, the power to create happiness! You the people have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure! Then in the name of democracy let us use that power - let us all unite!!! Let us fight for a new world, a decent world that will give men a chance to work, that will give you the future and old age and security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power, but they lie! They do not fulfil their promise, they never will! Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world, to do away with national barriers, to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance! Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men's happiness. Soldiers - in the name of democracy, let us all unite!!! [Speech by Charlie (Charles) Chaplin (1889-1977) from "The Great Dictator" movie (1940)] ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it.

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前天有幸认识一位音乐家，我向她请教摇滚是什么。她说，摇滚就是一种即兴所为。看了北京乐和路我算彻底明白了。 对电影我无话可说，总是怪怪的感觉，虽然我看之前就意料到会有这种感觉…… 可是里面的电影音乐让我很舒畅。汪峰那沧桑的声音，我不知道形容得准不准，但于我就是这种感觉，对中国摇滚乐手一无所知的我，只能去寻找能让我听进去的那些声音，汪峰，许巍，郑钧，黑豹等等，这些声音唱到了我骨子里的麻酥劲儿，就像一只手突然间抓住了我的头发，猛得受一刺激。 记得某人说长的头发能感受真正的音乐。我也一直在思考自己是否能真的接受长发头的男人，看着想着盼着跟面对着永远是两种感觉。直到今天我依然排斥着那些在我看来肤浅而又呱噪，某种意义上的优秀男性。 对比之后才发现原来我一直在等的那个人，是一个能集刚与柔于一身的男人。他有着过人的品味，儒雅的德行，不求人知的内涵，却有着直爽奔放的个性，无论多少人不觉得他完美，在我眼里在我心里所有的不完美都是完美的。 终于有一天，在我告别了习惯被人照顾的日子后，我不断得寻找音乐，充实自己的生活，告别了过去，也告别了一直只在听的外国摇滚乐，曾迷恋那些奔放高亢的歌词，突然发现国内的摇滚乐也让人着迷得好听。 就像音乐诗人李健，没有一种模式能禁锢住他的风格，他是民谣也是摇滚，他是乐手也是诗人，也许这就是中国音乐的魅力所在吧。 很久以前听蓝莲花认识了许巍，直到2009年他要来杭州，激动不已的我才真正去了解他走进他的世界，一番浅浅的了解才真正听懂他的音乐。于是忍不住在现场留下眼泪，并又一次激动不已的发短信给曾让我感动送我的温暖的朋友们，那一刻我感谢许巍我感谢中国音乐人。 郑钧是我一直很想嫁的男人，我了解不多，但只有一点足以让我可以拜倒，就是他对感情的专一。那一首私奔曾是KTV里必点的歌曲，然而我从未想过会跟那个人私奔，这个最终也是没有实现的结局，可谁又知道跟他私奔而去的不是爱他的人是他爱的梦想。第二次我听到一个心仪的男子唱，意料之外的被打动，我知道被打动的不是他的声音与琴声而是他对爱情诚挚的向往。 如今我每每提到私奔二字，无论是电脑那边还是电话那头是四个字的回应：你好天真。 是吧 天真的人永远不能活在这个不允许他天真的社会里。 就像音乐，这个避风港，这个能给自己港湾的地方，能让人真正的找到自己，感受到自己的存在。 这一回，我认真得听着中国的音乐，这一回我认真的思考着过去与未来，这一回，我真的真的很想很想再也不上豆瓣了。 也许只有这样，才能真的忘记过去重新开始。 回忆之前，忘记之后。 真爱之前，伤害之后。 恋爱之前，暧昧之后。 选择之前，放弃之后。 晚安北京，晚安所有未眠的人们~ 就让那些无法抵抗的声音代替你陪我入眠吧~

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